Just watched 3 season finales this week argh I don’t know what to look forward to in life anymore.

◢ If you’re not into sad mopey stuff, stop reading right now

I wish this could just be an anonymous ramble that just happened to appear on your dash but it just doesn’t work that way I guess.

Seeing people around me getting compliments on their beauty just makes me feel so worthless. I’ve never been called beautiful but nothing more than “cute” which for some reason sounds superficial to me.

If anyone out there actually happens to read this, please don’t feel the need to inbox me and say it’s inner beauty that counts/call me beautiful or whatever. Firstly because most of society has deemed that without physical beauty, you very rarely get the chance to show inner beauty. Secondly, as I’ve said no one has called me beautiful before, and if you do I’ll just assume you pity me/doing it out of obligation. Besides, there are no pictures of me on this blog, nor will there ever likely to be.

Come to think of it, life never goes the way I wish it would. Can’t even remember last time it had. Guys have never liked me back, but still I just have to fricken fall for the most amazing guy ever (who will also never like me back) and it just kills my self esteem. Most people don’t really have a problem with my personality as far as I know, so I assume that most likely means appearance was an important factor. I know girls smarter, prettier and nicer than me and I just feel shit.
If God really has everything planned out, I just don’t really understand why some things had to turn out the way they did. I would expand on it more but it’s almost 5 am and I’m exhausted and hungry.

Sorry for the spam. If you all stop following me I understand

thatpsychobitchxo:

edsheerun:

i just want a boy to like me

no not that one

this is scary accurate

(Source: loganlermen)

◢ Wanna know something I learnt?

thecarpenterwizard:

winterkisseswhenyourlipswereblue:

In WWII the phrase “Vatican Cameos” was used when a person who was not in the British army came before the general, or other high up ranks, as a signal to the other officers that the person was armed.

So when Sherlock says “Vatican Cameos” to warn John that the safe has a gun in it, it’s not something that they’ve set up as a code word- It’s a code Sherlock knew John would know- being a soldier!